Saturday, April 11, 2009

Frumpy Friday Turned Swell

Listeining to: Time To Pretend by MGMT

I am currently losing myself in Kerri's playlist as I stare out the oversized windows of my apartment complex office. Today was a beautiful day, I wanted to do nothing more than run through a field of wildflowers in a sundress. One of 3 new sundresses, actually. I want to thank you, Jesse, the sweet Urban Outfitters girl that made my frumpy Friday turn swell. I miraculously found 3 dresses that I loved, and let me tell you, they loved me! She changed the once priced $68.00 dress to a much more attractive $19.99. AMAZING. So I bought em all :)

Current Infatuations:
Kerri's playlist (duh.)
green grass and sunshine
my kitties...(only 2)
the photos Matt took
Vickery Park salad
White Sangria
city lights

I am looking forward to working tonight. Come see me.


SHINE ON.

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Nacogdoches

Listening to: Samson by Regina Spektor on Ben Kweller Pandora.

Hello darlings, it's been a while.
Mainly because my keyboard is a little defective.. but a sweet woman gave me an even sweeter silicone keyboard! Did I mention it was pink?! DUH!

These past four days/nights with the flu (go get your shot folks) have really kept me thinking about people, the past, the future, and other dreadful things. Okay, you're not so dreadful, people.


So I need to get this off my chest... or will simply die.
(Yes, you love my melodramatics)
Years ago...
There was this firefly of a boy.
God... he was -and still very much is- such a beautiful soul.
If you could hand pick every quality I want to spend time with, like wildflowers in a field... bundle them up and tie a pretty ribbon around them... you would have this boy.

Then I did what I do best.. I made a big mess of things. Time went by and I began seeing someone, and life happened. But not a day goes by that I don't wonder what life would have turned out like had I not been so Typical Taylor.

He may be the one that got away, and I kick myself for it.
I miss the long talks and the spontaneous laughs over the phone.
Maybe one day I will get a second chance.

There is a certain beauty in infatuation... In a crush.
It is exactly the way I want it to be... there are no let downs...

There is no getting too comfortable... there is as much lustre as I wish.
But I do wonder what could have been.

Meh....... tomorrow I can blame this on the cough medicine.
Im totally missing you tonight though.

Cheers,
Tay